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| Lady beetle resting on parsley flowers |
Every time I start a new job I get really excited at the prospect of learning new things, doing what I love, being creative. Unfortunately I had many mediocre jobs, only one stood out to be the best, I was working with a tremendous mentor, he taught me so much, it lasted more than a year. After that, my job history has been spotty, working here and there, I was laid off twice. I had grand hopes for my last job, I thought there was great potential, lots of room for growth, but it all came to a screeching halt once again. I wasn't learning enough, which for me is the most important thing in a job, I was never given the money I wanted, and waking up at 4 was physically exhausting, so once again I quit.
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| Legion poppy, so delicate but stunning |
Unfortunately I had to come to the conclusion that this career I have been trying for more than 8 years, that of a pastry chef, has to come to an end, it is no longer feasible for me, my life style, my family. I don't seem to find my ideal place, so obviously I am doing something wrong, or maybe there isn't an ideal place. It is really sad to realize that I will never able to have my own bakery, where I could make the desserts and pastries I love, tasty, rustic, unique, which are not found anywhere where I live. I am not sure why but most pastries and desserts I see around my town are mediocre, either because there is no demand (i.e. people don't buy enough), or because people don't have the sophistication and keep buying bad examples of pastries. Even restaurants have the same boring, uninspired selections, once I was asked to put a carrot cake on the dessert menu, really? Needless to say, nobody bought it.
Enough complaining....my last day at work was Tuesday, so I have been home for a week, still processing and catching up. I want to keep the blog going, something I seriously neglected for lack of time, and because I had so many things left undone I hadn't had time to update it. In the past four months I also haven't had the chance to cook or bake anything worth blogging about, but I know I will get inspired soon, my favorite fruit to bake with, the stone fruits are coming to season in few weeks.
I also need to concentrate on my next move, which won't include pastries, but plants, as I am planning on becoming a garden consultant. I just got a certificate as a Master Gardener, which is not much in terms of education, but I have learned so much, and more importantly I realized that I want to keep learning about horticulture, and make garden design and maintenance my new career. I want to specialize in edibles, native plants, habitat gardens, and low water use gardens. I also plan on finding work in existing landscaped gardens to help maintain them, not just as a gardener but as an expert. I have two friends who want to hire me, so wish me luck!
The above pictures were taken in my garden, a source of relaxation, a place to learn through experimentation, and a great font of edibles. Peas are the next crop, followed by tomatoes. I need to plant some basil soon.
